Well i found out last week that the music division in 2 out of our 3 high schools is cut to  part time. Due to that choice I’ve lost my choir teacher. She cant work just part time but has gotten a chance to go and work with elementary students. We all will miss her dearly here but she has to think about many things for herself as well. She cant forget us, to many are to crazy to forget. Many choices come up in life and you have to choose, this gave her a new opportunity and i wish her the best at what ever comes her way. I love  music and i love the teachers I’ve known to help me with that. All i can  say is good luck and i wish you the best in all your decisions. I respect your right to choose!

Between 1790 and 1930 the USA had its highest peeks of immigration which, today, has made this country what it is. Many divers people and cultures have created this land and that’s great! But seriously, we have gone from friendly immigration to gun men on our borders. Its one thing to want to immigrate to the united states and be a citizen and get a better life. Its another just to come over here to take our money and go back to were ever you come from. Spanish speaking people, most illegal to the US, LEARN ENGLISH. If your gonna be here don’t expect everyone around you to mold to you. They are thinking about making Spanish the USA’s second national language. WHY!?!?!?!?! If you are going to live here, immigrate here you have to deal with the culture of everyday society thats already in place. So really take a drive around were you live and ask, are we really the golden melting pot anymore, or just the copper spitune.

Well we have so much debt in the USA, but we are trying to help other countries, come on we need to help our selves. So along with this debt comes cuts, in all divisions one including schools. In my district if you do not have more then 10 in a class the class is shut down. But over all they are trying to get rid of our music division completely. I don’t know about you but i enjoy music. In high school there are different group es, choir, band, drama,science and more they are trying to cut all that out becuase “its not important to the growth of our students.” Well news flash did you know that music is the only activity that will use both sides of your brain? Bet you didn’t. Some people are in love with there music with drama and band, and extra sciences. You think schools are getting bad becuase of behavior right now? Take away the few things we like in a day and it will get worse. Choir for me keeps me sane, i love to sing and i love preforming and being with my friends in an environment I’m happy with for an hour or so a day it gives me a break. Every student needs that break what ever that class be. So those budget cuts that are being taken into consideration need to be revised to protect our music and drama divisions.

I really wish, that the USA would jump on board the “If you have a certain GPA in high school you get to go to college”. Great Britain has for a very long time, personally i wont have the money to go to college, and i guess in a way I’m punished for it, now a days you cant get anywhere without a college degree. What about all the people who just cant, grades may be great but doesn’t mean they will get a scholarship. Its getting harder and harder for people to get the education needed for what ever profession they want to pursue. the government talks about ways to help people, how about schooling!!! If we had more qualified people for certain professions we would be a lot better off.

Many people are starting to look more into MDMA or Ecstasy, the drug that was used originally as a diet but began to be used much more for its hallucinogen. Later created illegal, some doctors are now starting to look a bit more into it. Some doctors are are actually treating their patients with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, to help those people to connect with those feelings but without the feelings of pain and stress. Some psychiatrists are against it, the disorder should be connected and talked about in a controlled way, and psychedelics are not in any way controlled. That is the main stream science right now.

If these drugs can be used for a good purpose and usefully, then hell yeah haha permit it. But seriously people would try and “pretend” maybe t be sick and obtain these drugs, that is how we always seems to get into trouble in the USA. But hey if its gonna work who needs it, who are we to say “NO you cant feel better!” haha Government needs to get over themselves, drugs are there and a lot of them can be used medically to help people, the the government says no!!! They will get over it soon enough.

great song…………..

Einstein said that he didn’t know what weapons would be used in WW3, but that WW4 would be fought with sticks and stones.

How many of you would really think thats true? Personaly I do. People are arguing over some of the smallest things, ya know were all people we all have taht thing that makes us want to live and creat a better life whether you speak english french or spanish, were all people. So why must we fight over so many things instead of helping our fellow people. I heard a song on youtube that will be posted later called Tell Me Why By Declan Galbraith. He expresses so much in that song, about people today, and how much we have fought. Think about it really hard if we were to get into another World War we would destroy ourselves. The world is starting to call this a Nuclear generation, crafted from a tennis-ball-sized plutonium sphere, the Trinity bomb produced an explosion equal to 20,000 tonnes of TNT. That was back in 1945, so people think about what they have now, mo precise more accurate weapons. In war what ever “pact” we have with other countries will mean nothing. War is war and that will never change. So much of the world would be destroyed and most of the  people with it. IF anyone survived it would be of an existence that you wish you would have died then as well. Earth as we know it, people are taking for granted, and were destroying it and ourselves. I guess it really goes to show how stupid the human race really is, we don’t want to realize or take responsibility for what we do. In the end we will die from that stupidity.

Spring break, were all out having our fun, thats what its for right? I was  out with my friends, playing on the computer and with my bf a lot of spring break having a great time. I hadnt yet realized what was happening. Monday morning i have 5 people run up to me, asking if one of my friends had texted me. Tottaly confused i checked my phone, no texts. I walk to my 1st class and i see a group of my friends crying, i finally realized something was terribly wrong. And my cellphone rang. A drunk driver Saturday night hit one of my friends car. That man got out of his car, not a damn scratch on him but she was carried out in a black bag. There are no consequences the  USA could ever give, that would suffice that would even begin to amount to the pain he has caused,me,my other friends, and most of all her parents. They always tell you, that pain, losses make us stronger, but i felt so weak.  I felt there was nothing, just emptiness that i couldn’t help her. I  posted about fear, and her parents must have faced the greatest fear in their life.  And my friend as she realized that car was going to hit her and she wasnt coming out. Anyone who decides to read this and is of a drinking age, dont drive please. Yoiu could cuase unbareable pain to so many people as me and my friends had to deal with.

Have you ever truly feared something? Not just the monster in your closet or clowns but some thing that would destroy you. For many of us its our families. We all have our differences, within and outside of the family, but overall we love each other. Me and my sister have always had our differences and had our fights, but if she were to disappear it would hurt. I love my parents though i don’t exactly know my dad that much, my step dads always been there for me and my mom. Worst of all though would be to lose my mom, she was the one who brought me here. My life would be turned upside down, as with many if you lost your mom how would you feel? In my life i have lost friends and family and it hurts, but we all seem to get through it all. That’s the greatest fear of all. Love though, love will get us through many things and the loss of someone is no exception.

So many people out there think they are the best, possibly because they have money or they just wanna act like it. You know how frustrating that is right? “We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness.” No other men until that time have put it in any other better words. Everyone has their right to life, we live it everyday, but you have the people that THINK they can take that from you, and some even do. Many people cut down in their prime from stupidity really why!! Why would some one want to do that. Two males, 26 and 17, were found dead in front of 92 Woodlawn Ave. at 4 a.m. this morning. 26 and 17, shot in the head, dead over some argument, a miss agreement, why in the hell does someone think they can do that what the hell is going through that persons head that says “hey!! I’m gonna go shoot someone and take away their life because i have a gun!” really people????? GET A GRIP!!!! People complain everyday about it, but no one does anything and no one tries to stop it. Liberty, we all have liberty unless your a dumb ass who shot someone. Everyday so many people in the united states take for granted what we have. More money, more appliances. and bigger houses, that’s what everyone wants right? Land people more and more land is taken everyday because of people wanting all those things. Though its ok right??? Its our liberty, our pursuit to happiness right? Now people complain how they have so little, well you have every opportunity to get some were as some one else. Why must everything be given to you? We are all able to go some were with our lives, take people who drop out of high school, they complain about how they arnt getting enough, and the government needs to fix it…. HELLO you should have finished high school at least! Now college, thats a hard thing, we all have this right ofr the persuit of happiness but not all of us have that right to go to college. Not everyone has that money, not everyone can make it, so how, how are all people able to persue happiness when some things are out of thier reach. Well this was me ranting after i talked to someone who was complaining about our Decleration of Indpendence. To all the idiots out there, get a life, seriously.